Tuesday, November 10, 2009

here's to the long journey to consistency

Wow-First Entry-it has been a while coming-

the whole idea of this blog is to have a place where ideas and people can connect-i am hoping that i will be able to make myself through and through a more consistent person--

there are still a lot of things that frustrate me about myself--communication is a hard thing to achieve--the way in which you wish your message to be interpreted--all too often, i have said things that i regret shortly after-whether it be something i wish i hadn't said or it was something that i thought could have been twisted to mean something else--then i dwell on what i should have said or what i should have continued to say-how i should have explained myself

is this due to my wanting to be a good person or is this my desire to please or my desire to be liked?

the more i learn the more i know there is no definite answers to those questions or to any question when it comes to behavior

much like in my History of Life Class -- through science -- we can predict and make experiments but when it comes to people and behavior, it can have patterns but it almost guarenteed to not be constantly consistent

we can only know ourselves better than anyone else

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